Monday, 5 April 2010
Fear Of Failure.
I feel so overwhelmed with everything. All this revision just seems to be going in one ear and spilling out the other. I feel ill, im eating like crap and urgh :(
Saturday, 3 April 2010
Impressing guys or just competeing with other girls?
Ok, so i havent made an entry for a few days because i have been in blackpool and while i was there i came up with a few things to write about here, because i have found out that people are actually reading my blog haha!
Well, i went to blackpool with my brother and john, so in true theme park fashion i was wearing a baggy pair of jeans, a hoody and a waterproof ... but i was struck by the number of girls that were there in their high heels, full face of orange makeup and leopard print coats. Especially when they came off valhalla with the orange running down their faces ... they looked ridiculous.
But i started thinking about something i have heard loads of times, do we worry about our appaerance to look good in front of girls? I mean, yeah i wanna look good to attract a man, but at the same time my weight doesnt bother me unless im going to be with other skinny girls, it effects the way i eat aswell.
For example, when i was in blackpool surrounded by my parents and the boys i ate like a total pig. Im saying full english breakfast, hotdogs, all you can eat pizza buffet, donuts, mcdonalds the works. If i had have been there with girls i would not have eaten half as much/badly.
On that note ... dmu summer ball is 12 weeks away and i need to get my fat ass into shape. 3 day juice detox maybe?
Well, i went to blackpool with my brother and john, so in true theme park fashion i was wearing a baggy pair of jeans, a hoody and a waterproof ... but i was struck by the number of girls that were there in their high heels, full face of orange makeup and leopard print coats. Especially when they came off valhalla with the orange running down their faces ... they looked ridiculous.
But i started thinking about something i have heard loads of times, do we worry about our appaerance to look good in front of girls? I mean, yeah i wanna look good to attract a man, but at the same time my weight doesnt bother me unless im going to be with other skinny girls, it effects the way i eat aswell.
For example, when i was in blackpool surrounded by my parents and the boys i ate like a total pig. Im saying full english breakfast, hotdogs, all you can eat pizza buffet, donuts, mcdonalds the works. If i had have been there with girls i would not have eaten half as much/badly.
On that note ... dmu summer ball is 12 weeks away and i need to get my fat ass into shape. 3 day juice detox maybe?
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