Today i have been pondering something. I have got to stop thinking about things when im bored, however, i have been thinking about my battle with my weight. I went on my first diet when i was 11, thats 8 years ago. Its gone from skipping lunch at school, to gaining weight when i was in love and thought that was going to last.
I've gone from being 9 Stone and thinking I'm absolutely huge, to being 12 Stone and being deluded into thinking i looked great. The picture to the left was taken in Salou, and i was so happy with my figure. I had stopped trying to lose weight and i was in love and content. Whereas now i realise I need to be happy with myself. At the moment im getting there. I need to start eating more, but more of the right foods. Im 10 and a half stone at the moment and as much as i pretend Im happy with it - fact is, Im not.
The photo on the right was taken in disneyland paris when i was almost at my highest weight. I never want to get back to that. So new year is a new start. I am now on a "eat healthy and do lots of exercise" plan which seems to work better than eat as little as possible! Going out tonight with the Milking Bank lot. I need to decide what to wear ... So ciao for now!
Charlotte-Lucy
xoxo
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